sOrrY n tHx mA fRen...

Since the past few weeks, i keep realizing sumthing...
which i for soo long had forgotten the feeling...
its been too long for me to remember, which i think its realy realy a waste for my life...

the thing is...

its YOU! my frens!

im very sorry coz id been ignoring the all of u...
im sorry coz ive been too bz with my personal life to take note that u r always there for me...
im sorry coz i only b there looking for u when im lost in my world...
im sorry coz i din try to always b close to u...
i was too blind...
i was flying too high...
till i forgot where i belong... down there with u...
tho now i realize it, i still feel sorry...
coz i realize all this only after i fall...
after i fell sooo hard to the ground...
after i bleed my heart n my head...
after i am crushed into dust...

but even after all dat, u r still there...
always there to fill my sacred world...
always there keeping me alive...
to keep me safe from all the heartache...
from all the mind breaking problems...
n for that, a million thx to u...


dedicated to all my frens...

Way back into love

Wayback into love - hugh grant & cora corman

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.



i like this song n the movie... my boss n colleague does too ^^

- [ when i woke up sumday ] -

Its dark, its very dark
its painfull, cant just fix with any drugs
its cramp, i cant seem to breath
should i just stand n make my leave?

now that i have got the strength
y dun just i leave this forsaken land?
but i hear these words keep asking my mind
who would be there to hold ur hand?

should i leave or should i just stay
as i din know for how long that id been betrayed
but luckily im alive n able to say
i remember u paint my world to grey!

im not the kind of person who go for revenge
no matter how far its skid from my plan
nvr was i told to solve problems with my hand
but im still a normal human just like another man

to whom shud i pray begging for release
so sumday ill woke up in calm n peace
hope sumbody will come oh pretty please
b4 i turn myself into a beast



mmm... y it always b a heartache...