- oNce uPoN a TimE -

Just Stop....

You,
pliss stop
i cannot hold it anymore
the pain is too much 4 me to hold
my heart arent that strong
the scar that have long gone
now start to bleed again

y r u doing this 2 me?
i never hurt u
it hurts me to hurt u
i just need u 2 say
what have i done 2 u?
is it wrong just 2 love u?

i never ask u to love me
i just want to c u happy
even to c u with another guy
i try my best 2 grin n bear
pretend that im ok
4 u i will do all

i know u didnt love me
but i dont need ur sympathy
i just want to love u
u dont have to love me back
as love means to me
to make ur love one happy

if u dont want me
dont pass me to others
its better that im alone
so 1 thing i wanna ask
just stop
im not urs anyway

oNly hoPe...

HOPE

the days that ill be going through
i know i will be missing you
but thats all there what i can do
passing the road i nvr knew

those every steps that i had taken
pray to god it wouldnt be mistaken
i know i would nvr be forgiven
and i know my place is not in heaven

i was once a shoulder to cry on
but then i wish i nvr being born
coz i nvr know wat goes beyond
n my love i have that now are gone

i always wish i could just die
as im being pissed and i just cry
i told everybody not just to fly
but me myself going too high

n then i fall up from the sky
as the love come n say bye bye
my tears flowing nearing to dry
of all the truth that i cant lie

i am nothing but just a crap
im to be thrown n not to be grab
i known i am but just a lack
i just cant stop hoping u back

i wish the time one day will come
for me again to hold your arm
touching your face within my palm
the heart and soul resting in calm

i love u much no words can say
my lust for you just cant delay
but what i got is just to pray
hope ull be back for me 1 day

tHaT waS loNg!!

uh oh im finally here again... yeah its quite a long time till i forget my logins n pass... what a shame... ah to hell with it now dat im here again... who cares?? atleast not me... heh... well well... when i started this thing longgg longggg time ago (act this is my 2nd 1 my 1st i seem to cant even hold a trace of it duh!) i tried to hav a piece of mind... of my mind where i act can write anything n ppl cant say anything bout it!! ahah! yes u can comment n dispise me n like i care huh? so well as the soo called beginning ill post my very very very old masterpiece (ya rite~!) then hopefully (yes hopefully...) it would cont with my thoughts! hooray!!