oNly hoPe...

HOPE

the days that ill be going through
i know i will be missing you
but thats all there what i can do
passing the road i nvr knew

those every steps that i had taken
pray to god it wouldnt be mistaken
i know i would nvr be forgiven
and i know my place is not in heaven

i was once a shoulder to cry on
but then i wish i nvr being born
coz i nvr know wat goes beyond
n my love i have that now are gone

i always wish i could just die
as im being pissed and i just cry
i told everybody not just to fly
but me myself going too high

n then i fall up from the sky
as the love come n say bye bye
my tears flowing nearing to dry
of all the truth that i cant lie

i am nothing but just a crap
im to be thrown n not to be grab
i known i am but just a lack
i just cant stop hoping u back

i wish the time one day will come
for me again to hold your arm
touching your face within my palm
the heart and soul resting in calm

i love u much no words can say
my lust for you just cant delay
but what i got is just to pray
hope ull be back for me 1 day