n so she said

After a period of time where i already seems to finally manage to put the scar aside, there goes her voice again... for so many trilion times i tried to forget it in just a sec it all goes to waste... n for so many time i told her to just txt me, y wouldnt she listen?

Doesnt she know it hurts me everytime shw does dat? Doesnt she knows how deep it would effect me to just even hear her voice? I HATE MYSELF!!


Now you’re gone - BassHunter

Now you’re gone
I realize my love for you was strong
And I miss you here now you’re gone
I’ve been waiting here by the phone with your pictures hanging on the wall

Now you’re gone
I realize my love for you was strong
And i miss you here now you’re gone
I’ve been waiting here by the phone with your pictures hanging on the wall

Is this the way it’s meant to be?
Only dreaming that you’re missing me
I’m waiting here at home
I’ll be crazy now you’re gone

There’s an empty place in my heart
It won’t alarm me it will break apart
It won’t heal, it never fades away
I’ll be thinkin’ ’bout you everyday

Are you ready?
Ready for take-off!

Now you’re gone
I realize my love for you was strong
And i miss you here now you’re gone
I’ve been waiting here by the phone with your pictures hanging on the wall

Is this the way it’s meant to be?
Only dreaming that you’re missing me
I’m waiting here at home
I’ll be crazy now you’re gone

Now you’re gone
I realize my love for you was strong
And i miss you here now you’re gone
I’ve been waiting here by the phone with your pictures hanging on the wall

Is this the way it’s meant to be?
Only dreaming that you’re missing me
I’m waiting here at home
I’ll be crazy now you’re gone

There’s an empty place in my heart
It won’t alarm me it will break apart
It won’t heal, it never fades away
I’ll be thinkin’ ’bout you everyday

to whom it may concern,

Happy Birthday.

Yes I do...

Some times ago i met with a fren of mine... its quite a long time since the last we met each other... we talk a lot... but the 1 question was ask n i cant answer my fren... the 1 question ive been questioning myself over n over again... the 1 question id kept lying to myself...

She ask, do u miss her?

i ofcos str8 away i would say no... but, i dun hav to tell coz everybody knows when im lying... the truth is yes, i do... i do miss her... unfortunately a lot...

Sometimes i would ride Merah, cruise around n end up at the places where our memories lies... but no matter how hard i tried to forget i guess it wont just go away n leaving me in peace... Keep torturing me...

i promised to sum1 dat i would 1 day wake up this dream but with each passing day, i dunno if id ever manage to... sum1 told me, i hav to b strong, i hav to accept dat its gone... n i know im not as strong as i tot i would... n yes, i lost... big time...

i know i lost... i know i hav to b strong... i know i hav to let it go... but mayb i just dun wan to admit, i dun wan to collect the strength, dun wan to let it go... i very appreciate them who support me, who kept encouraging me, but for now i guess i just wan to live this way...

mayb its better this way...