EXMRSMKT Reunion @ PD Laguna Condo Beach Resort

27th n 28th of June, 2009

a date that brings joys again to some x maresma kt together... after 8 years, this is the 1st time the number of ppl gathered was as much... n ofcos im 1 of them... it was the best so far, thx to the comittee who shed their sweat to make the reunion happen espspecially Ceme, Nami, n Diyana... it even went out on the newspaper... check it out!!
























Best best best! dats all wat ive got to say about the reunion... even tho i came later at night and miss the evening activities which is sukaneka at the beach, its still brings back memories... the best way to say it is show it... so here we goes!

n so she said

After a period of time where i already seems to finally manage to put the scar aside, there goes her voice again... for so many trilion times i tried to forget it in just a sec it all goes to waste... n for so many time i told her to just txt me, y wouldnt she listen?

Doesnt she know it hurts me everytime shw does dat? Doesnt she knows how deep it would effect me to just even hear her voice? I HATE MYSELF!!


Now you’re gone - BassHunter

Now you’re gone
I realize my love for you was strong
And I miss you here now you’re gone
I’ve been waiting here by the phone with your pictures hanging on the wall

Now you’re gone
I realize my love for you was strong
And i miss you here now you’re gone
I’ve been waiting here by the phone with your pictures hanging on the wall

Is this the way it’s meant to be?
Only dreaming that you’re missing me
I’m waiting here at home
I’ll be crazy now you’re gone

There’s an empty place in my heart
It won’t alarm me it will break apart
It won’t heal, it never fades away
I’ll be thinkin’ ’bout you everyday

Are you ready?
Ready for take-off!

Now you’re gone
I realize my love for you was strong
And i miss you here now you’re gone
I’ve been waiting here by the phone with your pictures hanging on the wall

Is this the way it’s meant to be?
Only dreaming that you’re missing me
I’m waiting here at home
I’ll be crazy now you’re gone

Now you’re gone
I realize my love for you was strong
And i miss you here now you’re gone
I’ve been waiting here by the phone with your pictures hanging on the wall

Is this the way it’s meant to be?
Only dreaming that you’re missing me
I’m waiting here at home
I’ll be crazy now you’re gone

There’s an empty place in my heart
It won’t alarm me it will break apart
It won’t heal, it never fades away
I’ll be thinkin’ ’bout you everyday

to whom it may concern,

Happy Birthday.

Yes I do...

Some times ago i met with a fren of mine... its quite a long time since the last we met each other... we talk a lot... but the 1 question was ask n i cant answer my fren... the 1 question ive been questioning myself over n over again... the 1 question id kept lying to myself...

She ask, do u miss her?

i ofcos str8 away i would say no... but, i dun hav to tell coz everybody knows when im lying... the truth is yes, i do... i do miss her... unfortunately a lot...

Sometimes i would ride Merah, cruise around n end up at the places where our memories lies... but no matter how hard i tried to forget i guess it wont just go away n leaving me in peace... Keep torturing me...

i promised to sum1 dat i would 1 day wake up this dream but with each passing day, i dunno if id ever manage to... sum1 told me, i hav to b strong, i hav to accept dat its gone... n i know im not as strong as i tot i would... n yes, i lost... big time...

i know i lost... i know i hav to b strong... i know i hav to let it go... but mayb i just dun wan to admit, i dun wan to collect the strength, dun wan to let it go... i very appreciate them who support me, who kept encouraging me, but for now i guess i just wan to live this way...

mayb its better this way...

Tagged by Kem

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag people.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.


1. What is your name : Mohd khairuddin

2. A four Letter Word : Mate

3. A boy's Name : Mell

4. A girl's Name : Mai

5. An occupation : Manager (boleh terima ke?)

6. A colour : Magenta

7. Something you'll wear : Mask

9. A food : Masala (OMG!!)

10. Something found in the bathroom: Mop

11. A place : Malaysia boleh!!

12. A reason for being late: Mandi

13. Something you'd shout : M***** ******

14. A movie title : Meet the focker

15. Something you drink : Mango jus

16. A musical group : Metallica

17. An animal : Musang

18. A street name : Malibu high

19. A type of car : Mazda 6

20. The title of a song : Megalomania [muse]

=Proud to be 'Me' haha=

Dun Fuckin Tease Me!!

I dunno wat the fuckin hell got into ur head but im reminding u... FUCKING STOP IT!! i dun wanna meddle with ur happy life... n dun make me! U r starting to piss me off... u know how far i can go when im pissed! bring how many bodyguards u wan around u like im gonna b scared?!!

Ive known u for half of my life! i know u like my own skin... i can always find u if i wan to... DUN MAKE ME! i wish i could keep down the temper so please get on over with it... its not like i ask u to kill urself or sumthin...

ur kind r all the same! Self-centered fuckers!

This I Promise You

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

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Jangan kau lupakan diriku
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-Lestari